I have so much to tell you. So much I’m feeling. So much I can’t talk about out loud. Here goes….it all started because, wait, what? This isn’t a diary? This is a blog for the entire world to see? Yeah, that can’t happen. If I spill all my beans I will no longer appear calm and collected. People will wonder if my smile is real or fake. I’ll be second guessed. Sorry, that’s just not the person I am, regardless of who I wish I could be some times. I suppose everything will stay bottled up then, where it always is. Phew…..that was a close one!